If you asked me what I'd like to do now...

I'd stop sinking.
And start falling.

# I'd lose control,
# Let go of all thoughts,
# Give up my dreams,
# Forget my desires,
# Abandon my hopes,
# Conceal my needs,
# Stop breathing,
# Bury my feelings,
# Lock away the love,
# Release you.

10 seconds at the brink of eternity.
I'd get lost in this bittersweet cocktail of infinity and emptyness.
Just for a second.
Then I'd dive into a mellow world of melancholy.
Hiding in tall brown grass and watching the sun go down on me.
Point Zero.
I'd have laid off everything I ever had,
I ever wanted, I never knew what it really was.

I'd start soaring,
Right into the light;
I'd wake up,
See your smile.
Appreciate it. Know what it is. What it is worth.